There is no change, everything remains the same
It was only my hidden wish of getting something from you.
It was just a cold detail, that I deceitfully wanted to see
as a kind gesture.
Whether there is something obscure behind that, no will I ever know
But once more, I receive no answer,
once more, you keep on aloof .
You still hold the bounds that once were settled
You still remain oppressive, so, that is what I perceive.
What for? you don ´t want me to get close, not even a try.
Maybe it' s just myself, who repress,
maybe it was me who once should have exploted
but you behaved so fearfully... so heartless
I just live with that inside me, but now unexpectedly,
You come back to my mind just to disappear again.
Sure I am that you are not aware,
for that you remain all facts behind, there in the past,fully asleep.
While I ´d still like to talk you, to make everything be awake
to open myself to you
to stop your thoughts of me being stupid
